Selfishness.... I read in my high school text book that it's the route of all evil.

I can believe that.

It always bothers me when others are clearly selfish. Clear because it's plainly evident and on the surface, or clear because you've figured them out in the time that you've spent together. Whether on a large scale or small, selfishness is on my nerves.

But ya know, I'm just as selfish for wanting them to be less selfish and 'notice me,' or whatever I want.

My new main goal is to become that wise woman who builds her house instead of tears it down with her own hands. Being selfish, to me, is like becoming obnoxiously clumsy and tearing down all my hard work in sheer seconds.. Which is also embarrassing. I'm over that. In the words of Augustana, I'm "breakin' up with my breakdown." Or, actually, I broke up with it a few days ago.

This time, though, we're gonna stay broken up.

Because I'm becoming someone new.