hard friendships

It'd be too easy if we could just decide to stop doing things, or not show up, or not give our all because we simply don't feel like it. Ya know.. that "drop it and walk away without a care" mentality.

Things are kinda heavy right now, and today I'm not friends with responsibility.

The thing about responsibility, though, is that you have to be her friend.

Ugh.

But I figure that she's much wiser than I, and for that reason alone I can handle keeping her close.