Hopes&dreams.. Mainly rambles.

Okay, so I have two -legit- best friends. They're both polar opposites for the most part, but this excerpt is about the one that just came back from a month at the beach and showed up yesterday morning in church looking unrecognizable, aka gorgeous. I took her home with me, and in all our giddiness so far we've coughed out a few heart to hearts, in our own way. The topics: college and family members. I'm gonna hit on the family members convo.

Dear all who have a care for this subject,

Yes, I realize everyday that I have been sprinting full-force in the opposite direction of my family's current path. But I've needed to, and it's proving worth it. Because each day I think about it, I grow a little more content with visiting, and more importantly, I'm a day more stronger to be able to do that.

As my friend and I sat in my room discussing our oh-so-similar situations, the retelling of my own stories was really cracking up. Seeing as though every other day that I'm alive it would stress me out beyond reason, looking at it as a total joke made me feel really good.. Looking at it as a total joke made me okay with a visit because I know no matter what the visit is like, I'll be able to come back and find the hilarity in it all. Thank God for a sense of humor.

Our college plan? One more year of high school, and we've made plans that have been agreed amongst guardians that once the school year is done and locked in history, bags and boxes will be packed and she will join me in this empty home with high hopes of creating a more joyful and friendly atmosphere. We'll scrounge for change and embark on the community college excursion until the day comes where Universities summon us.. or, when we have sufficient funds to submit to them. I realize I have a whole ten months to edit and revise this a bit, but hey... it's a plan.

Summer so far.... if only we could elope. Yet when I sat in my school's gym this evening, I noticed that I'm starting to miss good ole school-life. I love it.. I love it all. Despite it's 'glitches' and 8:30 am tardy bell. One more year.. I will ingest it.

But first... Me and summer will remain strong in our relationship that has an inevitable end. Obviously, and of course.

Lastly, I love this human: