A couple hours before I left I kept feeling a deep sadness in the pit of my soul. I almost could've cried, really... Instead, I laughed. Laughed so hard that my eyes teared, my forehead sweat, I was literally moaning, and my shirt actually smelt slightly sour due to the sudden perspiration. Late nights on Photobooth when you morph your face and record a video? then watch your creation a day later... it never gets old.
Anyway, I said my goodbyes. Making them short, of course, cause I'll be back soon. When I walked out the door I was overcome with the scent of freshly mown grass, aka the epitome of summer scents. The weather was even decently cool, almost like Fall was trying to welcome me easily.. With that inspiration I rolled down my windows and took the long way home so I could drive on my favorite road. Went classic with Death Cab as my soundtrack, my heart full yet so empty. Goodbyes I tell ya, even to seasons, they get me every time.
Though, I am at a peace. Soon I will gather things for responsible-life and start new in the morning. And I will be positive.... Because this is my last year.
And things are new.
And things are just, good.
And Fall is my absolute favorite of all the seasons.
mmmmm, bring it on.
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