Driving home on the dark and wet roads, I sensed that I had an undaunted peace and fear was very far from me. I had to reevaluate and make sure I wasn't disconnected from reality because that kind of peace is uncharacteristic alongside the current circumstance.
No, I was all there.
I could feel the intensity of my car as I pushed the gas pedal down, and I could feel every vibration of the road as I let the music be slightly louder than what's comfortable. I'd never even heard the song that was playing, so I just let the obnoxious clanging of the symbols and bass that overrode the vocals simply drown me.
This morning my jacket sleeves took 30 minutes of tear and snot saturation, and that was just enough to get me a second wind for the remainder of the day.
"I got this."
It's really just been one of those days where the prayer of a promise shows up consistently. -Which would account for my audacious peace.
I'll trudge. He's got my back. :)
Oh, time..... Oh, patience..... Oh.... life..
Love is too much,
I'll be just fine here.
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