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So I'm trying this new thing where I make purposeful attempts not to get that attached to people/things. Seeing as though this little quality of mine has bitten me right on the butt several times, I'm finding it worth it. (Obviously, or I wouldn't be trying it, right.) & come to think of it.. I've already done this before in my life.. & if my calculations are correct, somehow it has worked. I just have to keep it regulated, and I recognize, also, that it is kind of 'gray area' .. On one hand we have my personality that automatically attaches itself, and on the other we have me trying to stifle that. Which then brings about the potential to become a little numb.

Is being numb to a few things in life better than constantly being hurt or bothered by them?

Either way, it's Valentines day. I mean, I wasn't dreading it & sending out mass "singles awareness day" texts, but I wasn't expecting much either. It's just w/e as far as I'm concerned. I woke up at my friends' house and their mom had gotten us all boxes of chocolate and gum and had them sitting on the night stands next to the beds. It was super cute and definitely warmed my heart. Rumor has it.. there's a package waiting for me at home, too.

This weekend has been quite lazy, but I don't regret a bit of it. To be honest, yesterday I watched 4 discs of The Office season 5 and probably only left the horizontal position around 3 times. & mainly because I have a small bladder. Today I haven't done too much vertically either. And my eyes haven't left my phone or computer screen in probably somewhere around 4 hours.. I mean, I've been accomplishing some things- whether that be texting like a 12 year old girl & laughing so hard I can't breathe, or relaying messages about current emotions and heavy boots- I feel it has been a productive Valentines. :)

This blog is just so petty. But hey, it's an update. Also, the other night I had a dream about huge, floral print poodles. Decipher that one for me..